I look forward to tomorrow xD

1 : Anonymous2021/07/25 16:16 ID: oreh5n
I look forward to tomorrow xD
2 : Anonymous2021/07/25 18:23 ID: h6hytwq

where fap?

ID: h6i8tbt

asking the real questions

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It's why he's facing away from the camera, on the bed.

ID: h6ioqnk

You know...

3 : Anonymous2021/07/25 17:31 ID: h6hsd8l

This is what depression looks like

ID: h6ig5ns

When I was depressed there was much more tossing and turning in bed. I have a hard time sleeping well when depressed.

ID: h6itkce

and then you're tired the whole day

ID: h6io07y

Getting the motivation to even get up and turn the computer on is hard with depression.

I swear I sat in bed and watched hours of mindless YouTube because it took less effort than turning on a game I knew I couldn't focus on.

Edit: I'd like to let you guys know I'm okay and have an amazing girlfriend that gets me out of the house and motivated to do things every day!

ID: h6iyp7u

Sigh... that’s why I Reddit...

ID: h6iunyz

I lived this for a very long time (over 2 decades). For anyone currently living this: try something different because what you're doing isn't working.

If you keep doing what you're doing, you will keep getting the same result, and you will lose a large chunk of your life like me. You are the only person who can change things in your own head and the first step is choosing to try to break out of the cycle that you're in. What breaking the cycle means will be different for everyone but the first step in your head is the same. Do not be discouraged if the first thing you try doesn't seem to help. Try giving it more time or try something else. Just don't keep doing the same things.

Things to try:

Get exercise. Get on a regular sleep cycle where you go to bed and wake up at the same time every day. (I discounted these first two items for a long time and said they were dumb, but they have been immensely beneficial to my mood) See a therapist or psychologist for talk therapy (CBT and mindfulness were helpful for me) See a psychiatrist to explore medication options (be wary of any psychiatrist that does not pursue talk therapy at the same time or writes you a prescription after just 1 short conversation) Read about depression and what's helpful for others. You probably feel like you're alone and nobody understands (and that's true, nobody understands the specific details of you), but there are people who want to help and can give you helpful advice. Talk to friends or family about your feelings -- anyone that you trust who won't judge you for how you feel and who you are.

I'm not going to pretend like it means anything if I tell you I love you, because I'm a stranger on the internet. But I know someone in your life loves you even if you don't recognize it or they haven't told you.

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See a therapist or psychologist for talk therapy (CBT and mindfulness were helpful for me)

What does Cock and Ball torture has to do with any of this?

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Welp I guess I need to stop living like this then.

ID: h6im5p0

Well I guess I need to change my way of living

ID: h6ivlyc

Good luck!

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Twitch streamers gonna be triggered by your comment. Be brave!

ID: h6iz6jm

No this is what college classes since March 2020 have looked like

4 : Anonymous2021/07/25 17:46 ID: h6hu96z

You never shower and change your clothes?

ID: h6ikzvd

Or eat or poop.

ID: h6inyd9

We clench our buttholes and regurgitate the dominos pizza from the night before.

ID: h6ijhfi

What for?

ID: h6ir5v7

No gf = no shower

ID: h6isptp

More time for fapping

ID: h6iz1mk

no shower = no gf

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And waste valuable gaming time? Amateur.

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That's, how real gamers do it

ID: h6ixmn0

Or eat?

5 : Anonymous2021/07/25 19:58 ID: h6iambm

I understand that this is supposed to be a joke, but it is about a real issue that a lot of people are struggling with. This sort of behavior stems from our feelings of hopelessness and is our way of escaping the real world.

I would suggest looking at what is exactly making you feel this hopeless and try to understand it. Also anyone stuck in a similar cycle of addictive behavior might benefit from looking for tools to break out of this pattern of automation. I've found meditation to be a simple practical tool that helps me be more "present" and think more clearly.

For anyone that found themselves relating to this post I hope you find a better way.

ID: h6ipfug

What if your feeling of hopelessness stems from realizing that this world really is hopeless

ID: h6ita9s

Think in a more Micro scale and look towards available options that could lead to a change or changes that would fix your cycle.

ID: h6iv3ia

I used to think like that and unfortunately that is a very dominant narrative in society, but have you ACTUALLY looked into things that make you think that, or could that be an, at least on some level, emotional reaction based on what we keep seeing in entertainment, news, social media etc.?

Here is a conversation that might be uplifting to hear to some people:

(it also contains a book recommendation, although I haven't gotten around to it yet. So many books to read.)

Btw. I don't want to seem like I'm dismissing why you would feel that way. It is completely understandable, and like I said I have felt that way as well for a long time, and we all have heavy burdens in our lives that do wear us down sometimes to the point that we feel like we can't go on.

I would suggest, if you feel there could still be things to learn, to really work at very clearly identifying to yourself what EXACTLY is making you feel this way and then look into those things. For example questions about philosophy (how you view the world) or your personal life or your past (psychology).

6 : Anonymous2021/07/25 17:34 ID: h6hsq0c

Less clothes, more junk food

7 : Anonymous2021/07/25 21:12 ID: h6ijlmm

That's actually what it looks like when trying to time a best buy drop for a new GPU.

8 : Anonymous2021/07/25 17:38 ID: h6ht8h3

What up gamers

9 : Anonymous2021/07/25 21:06 ID: h6iiv11

turn the damn light off okay?! you shame family!

10 : Anonymous2021/07/25 18:29 ID: h6hzlm8

Parents must be so proud.

ID: h6isbu6

Of course they are. Who else would pay rent?

11 : Anonymous2021/07/25 22:01 ID: h6ipihi

I hate myself this isn’t even funny to me

12 : Anonymous2021/07/25 22:06 ID: h6iq0zz


13 : Anonymous2021/07/25 22:28 ID: h6isleg

This is how you get anxiety just going to the grocery store

14 : Anonymous2021/07/25 16:47 ID: h6hmse3

This is me except I’m doing telework. I wish I had as much free time in my younger years to devote to gaming.

15 : Anonymous2021/07/25 20:31 ID: h6iem5v

that's sad af, ngl

16 : Anonymous2021/07/25 16:20 ID: h6hjgoq

This is me, except I never leave the bed and have a Switch glued to my hands. 😀

ID: h6i8mo1

that's not glue

ID: h6iic7b

don’t worry, that’s not a Switch either

17 : Anonymous2021/07/25 18:19 ID: h6hyb4b

No jurk off ??

18 : Anonymous2021/07/25 17:00 ID: h6hog04

I feel personally attacked by this...

19 : Anonymous2021/07/25 17:33 ID: h6hsjz3

me trying to catch the Fortnite live event in time

20 : Anonymous2021/07/25 18:37 ID: h6i0kgn

I'm in this and I don't like it

21 : Anonymous2021/07/25 16:36 ID: h6hlfbe

This is me 25 minutes ago ...

I rest for 5 seconds, like Majin Buu, where I say "But ... what am I doing? I have no time to waste!"

pc / console-bed-pc / console

22 : Anonymous2021/07/25 21:26 ID: h6ilc90

Looks like League - 30-45 minutes wait for 30-45 minutes match xD


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